Pagi-pagi Afif bangun…xtido dr lepas sahur sbb nk gi kemaman jumpe aki n tok mi. Pada mula nye Umi Afif tak nak mandi kan Afif sebab pagi sangat takut dia sejuk. Tapi nak dijadikan cerita Afif uk’ uk’ time nak berangkat. Isk-isk dah la Abi dia dh angkut semua barang keperluan dia. Afif…Afif…budak baik betul. dia tak nak jumpe aki dia dalam keadaan bucuk…huhuhuhu. Pukul 7.30 a.m Abi, Umi n Afif bertolak dari umah nenek kat kota bharu. Abi Afif drive kete laju sangat… sampai pening2 umi kat belakang pegang Afif..Abi..Abi cam tu la kalau dia drive. Abi xsayang Afif n Umi ek…Abi sambil drive pun sempat agi nk cium Afif…then bile dh sampai kuala terengganu Afif mula nak nangis. Abi berenti kat Marang untuk buat susu n jalan-jalan tengok pantai. Kecik-kecik dah sampai kat pantai…Afif…Afif. Afif tido dengan lenanye sepanjang perjalanan. ]Pukul 11.30 a.m Afif sampai kemaman. Assalamualaikum..aki,tok mi, uncle udin n paksu amo… =)

Abi and tok ma came around 1000 hours. Abi manage to enter ummi’s ward while tok ma waiting at the waiting hall. Abi help ummi to clean herself. Atfirst, abi who is blood phobias afraid to touch ummi. But because if he do not do it, who else will. Plaster that cover ummi’s surgery still tape tight. This experience was so meaningful for abi. Alhamdulillah till now everything still can be consider safe.

Abi went by himself to see the baby at level 6. Abi was told by doctor that the baby is now ok but further diagnosis still need to be done. Ummi need to pump milk for baby frequently. Baby need milk 3 ounce for every 3 hour. Thus abi had to be a runner bringing ummi’s milk to baby.

Baby also had shown jaundice symptom where the jaundice meter reading showed 179.

That night, ummi left alone.

Jaundice Level = 169

That morning, abi quickly went to tok’s house to fetch grandma (which was promised after subuh but abi is late). Tok abah and ayah su Deh an aunt Izati left at tok su house. The route quite challenging because it’s Merdeka Day. As we arrived we took tok ma for breakfast as it’s still not visiting session. Then we left grandma as she switch place with tok ma, standby if anything happen to ummi. As abi and tok ma arrived, abi was called by ummi that baby’s having thrown out and stomach ache. Nurse are about to bring him to baby care unit. Abi was so shocked. Abi quickly called grandma. Without losing anytime, grandma quickly go to ummi’s ward.

Grandma Conversation With Nurse

Grandma : My son told me that my grandchild was taken into another ward. Can I see my daughter-in-law?
Nurse : I’m sorry, right now still not the visiting time. You may see her later during the visiting session.
(suddenly grandma saw a baby beside the nurse counter)
Grandma : Who’s baby is this. So cute this baby.
(the nurse check the baby’s id)
Nurse : It’s Nini Nadiah’s baby.
Grandma : Wah! This my grandchild. How lucky I am.

Then grandma’s wish to see her grandchild had come true

Early morning, abi, tok abah, aunt Izati and ayah su Deh went to visit ummi. Later they took tok ma out for breakfast leaving abi outside ward to wait for ummi. Abi can’t wait beside ummi because it’s still not at any visiting session. Abi didn’t mind because he can wait while playing his ipod game. Suddenly at 1100 hours ummi called abi that she need to be transfer to labor room. She need abi to accompany her. Abi was very nervous. Abi follow and hold ummi’s hand when she was move out from the ward. When approaching labor room, abi had been told by the nurse to wait outside till be call. Abi’s heart beep turn fast. He quickly called everybody. Grandma, tok abah, tok su and almost call ummi (eventhough ummi’s phone was with him). Later abi was called to enter the labor room. Ummi look so painful. Wires attached to her hand. She’s sweating everywhere. Abi almost cried. Abi hold ummi’s hand. That’s the best that abi can do. Ummi’s pain only can be handle by herself. About 1300 hours, doctor told abi that everything is seems to be normal. Ummi had began contraction. Doctor predict that delivery can happen around 10 hours from now or tomorrow. Abi relief. Abi ask permission from ummi for a meal break (he’s always thinking for food) and solat. Ummi agreed. Abi went out and see tok abah and tok ma and tell the situation. Later abi brought them for lunch. Where? KFC. *lol* That’s the nearest and the fast food that we can have. Ayah su Deh was very when we’re going to KFC.

After having lunch, Abi realize that the clock show almost 1430 hours. Abi quickly go back to ummi and planning to have zohor prayer jamak ta’khir. Ummi seem more stressful. Graph indicator shows fetal heart beep was inconsistent. Doctor tried to check fetal heart beep internally but failed. Thus at 1500 hours doctor decide that baby is going to drown if we’re waiting for normal delivery. Doctor suggested for cesarean. Abi’s heart beep suddenly stop. Abi really scared. But for the sake of baby and ummi, abi accept the suggestion. Abi hold ummi’s hand tightly. Everything unsaid is said. Abi almost cry. But crying will discourage ummi. Abi held the tears. Abi give full of words to ummi. Abi encourage ummi. Abi wen out first from the labor room to meet tok abah and tok ma. Tok ma seems shocked. Then ummi was brought out from the labor room on the bed trolley by nurses. Abi is allowed to follow ummi. Tears came out from ummi’s eye. Abi knew, it is not tears of afraid of operation, but tears of worried of baby and abi. Ummi ask for forgiveness from abi. So do abi. when approaching operation theater, abi’s been asked by nurse to wait outside. Abi can only see ummi went to the operation theater with those nurses. A tear dropped.

While ummi’s having cesarean, abi had prayer. Abi sent sms to his friends asked for prayers. Abi cannot stand anymore. Abi cried by himself, alone.

At 1630 hours, a nurse came by and called abi. Abi saw a baby but nothing’s came across abi’s mind accept thinking of ummi’s and baby’s condition. The nurse identified abi. Thn she said this is your baby. Abi shocked. It’s so sudden. The nurse told abi that the baby was 2.79 kg and a baby boy. Then nurse ask abi to take the baby for azan. But abi refused. Abi doesn’t know how to take the baby. The baby was so small. Then the nurse take the baby and put him on abi’s arm. Abi smoothly azan on baby’s right ears. Then iqamat at the left ears (with help of the nurse to turn the baby on the other side). After finished iqamat suddenly Asar azan hear through the hospital’s p.a system. So lovely. Insya-Allah this baby will be insanul soleh. Abi’s asked the nurse how is ummi condition. The nurse reply that ummi is fine. Right now ummi is in the waiting room after having the surgery. Abi was so thankful. Everything seems to be fine. Alhamdulillah. Baby seems to be healthy, will ummi doesn’t have any surgery complication. Abi follow the nurse to the labor room. Baby need further checkup and observation. On the way, Tok abah and tok ma have the opportunity to see the baby. They look excited.

Ummi sms’ed abi. Ummi said she’s in utmost pain. She can’t sleep that night

Abi arrived at hospital around 1200 hours (after accompanied grandma collecting her boutique’s things). Not so soon tok ma and tok bah arrived along aunt Izati and ayah su deh. Everything seems to be fine. Nurse doing routine baby’s heart beep and ummi’s stress monitoring. After 1st visiting session end, everybody went to tok su house for lunch and rest.

During the 2nd session, ummi seems so stressful. Tok ma managed to get permission to accompanied ummi that night. Grandma and grandpa went back to Kemaman while others heading to tok su house.

Ummi & abi arrived at Sultanah Zanariah Hospital around 1730 hours. Ummi registration (including pre diagnose) took about 1 hour before admitted into ward. Abi was very nervous because he can’t joint ummi during registration. Later ummi was located at class 3 ward. Grandma was very furious because we had requested for a single room class 1 ward. She later had some arguments with nurses. Fortunately victory is ours. Ummi had been transfered to single room class 1 ward. Alhamdulillah. Unfortunately, ummi need to be left alone tonight. Nobody is allow to accompany ummi. The visiting time is only from 1230 hours to 1400 hours for the 1st session and 1630 hours to 1900 hours for the 2nd session. Besides, only 2 people can enter ummi’s ward at one time.

Abi and grandma left at 1900 hours for dinner and to find something for ummi. Abi return to ummi’s ward at 2030 hours with nasi goreng pataya and tomyam campur for ummi to eat. Abi manage to stay with ummi till 2130 hours only. Then abi left to Tok house with disheartened.

Visiting Time

Session 1
1230 hours to 1400 hours

Session 2
1630 hours to 1900 hours

Ummi and abi arrived at Pusat Perubatan Intan around 1530 hours, guided by grandma (driving grandpa’s S40). Abi’s heading to toilet while ummi directly assigned into labor room for further checkup. Not so long, aunty Ani arrived accompanied with her compatriot  (Sarah, Safiah, Sakinah & Muaz). Ummi’s treatment took almost 2 hours. Result had refered ummi’s treatment to Sultanah Zanariah Hospital (Kuala Terengganu General Hospital) due to complicated case.

Ummi and abi drive all along to Kuala Terengganu for ummi’s further diagnosis at Pusat Perubatan Intan. Previously ummi and abi were about to go to Hospital Kemaman, but due afraid off delivery is around the corner, it is better to go to targeted delivery centre.

p/s: During the journey ummi managed to have pisang goreng and cempedak goreng with air kelapa muda. lol